I'm here....

You know I haven't blogged enough when I forget my own password and sign in name. Sheesh! :)

I only have a minute, but I wanted to check in and let you all know I am alive and have not been swallowed up by the laundry basket or overtaken by my boys. At least not yet! I have a blog in the works that will fill in the past few weeks of our lives. Don't expect too much, but some fun updates are coming!

Blessings on you, my few but faithful followers!

Here's something to make you smile....

My sweet Austin!

You are technically 5 months and 4 weeks per Baby Center emails! Time goes even faster with the second child. :) And having you as our second makes it wonderful! It is amazing to watch how everyday a new concept is taken into your brilliant little mind.

You are taking after your brother and have a pretty relaxed attitude about life. The only thing that can alter your sweet deposition are growing teeth. Yikes! You have two on the bottom so far. You love to chew on anything you can get your hands on, but normally you have a couple of your fingers or your whole hand in your mouth.

I am finally getting in the habit of feeding you "real" food. You have had rice cereal and bananas so far and you love your high chair, sitting up so high and adult like. :)

Bouncy, bouncy, bouncy….this is your favorite past time! The Tigger jumper that I bought for Kellen (in which he only used maybe twice) is paying off. You love to jump! Your legs are going to be the nicest looking legs for a 6 month old. :) My mom, your dee dee, said that when Aubre was a baby she loved her jumper. After one particularly long jumping session, Aunt Carol took her out and the next day whenever she moved her legs, she would whimper in pain her little muscles were so sore. :) So, you have time limits! :) Oh, and now Kellen watches you and has to have a turn jumping. You have inspired him to finally use his Tigger jumper!

You made it through Bronchiolitis! It was a little scary when every breath you took sounded raspy and congested but after a round of steroids and breathing treatments you are good as new.

Your smile is so adorable and contagious! When someone talks to you, your smile is immediate and melts hearts. :)

You adore your brother. You watch his every move and are so ready to be playing with him. I know that there will be fights and brawls in the future that I will have to referee but you boys will have so much fun together.

Coming up next month....

New food adventures

The possibility of your first words. Hoping for Mama! :)

and

Skyping with Auntie Auntie and Michael

Your brother reading to you

Loving life

Kellen's story...

My favorite Kellen!!!

Less then a month and you will be 3! How did that happen? :) The last three years have been so incredible, and you have brought so much joy to your dad and I. You show us what life is really about.

Today I was asking you to do something and you looked at me so seriously and using your hand as emphasis, said, "Mom, this is the real deal...." I never found out what the "real deal" was because I immediately started laughing. Where do you get these things? But somewhere, someone said that and you picked it up. You have the best ears! Even when we are driving around, you hear planes, motorcycles, birds, ect faster then anyone I have been around.

You LOVE our Anthem students and they love you! When ever we head to the church you always go through the list of students to make sure we will see each one! The other day I was able to skype with Jessica (Anthem alumni) and the moment you saw her you said "Hi!", then "where have you been?" It was so cute and she loved it!

Almost every morning you wake up and always ask for two things: 1)crackers, which half the time I give you until I am coherent enough to make a wise breakfast choice and 2) your foot ball shirt! You love to wear football shirts. You now have a wide variety of football shirts and in order for you to wear anything else, we have to tell you that a "stripped shirt" is what football players wear before a game. :) Usually once a day, you ask your dad to play football with you, which brings a huge smile to his face!

You are still not potty trained. We have tried EVERYTHING and you still are content to wear your diaper. You have gone a couple times in the toilet, received a yummy candy and still...nothing. I have read that when the child is ready, the child will go. I am hoping this is true.

You are an amazing "big brother"! Out of everyone, you make Austin laugh the most! You love to push him in the swing (he is getting ready for the roller coasters at the speed you push him) , read to him, sing to him and give him kisses. You have a life long friend!

Coming up next month.....

Skyping with Auntie Auntie and Michael

3rd Birthday party

and

daily conversations!

We love you! ♥

Working away on the computer! :)

The ickies...

....made their first (of many, I am guessing) stop at our home last week. As Austin's first tooth was making a grand appearance, he was also diagnosed with Bronchiolitis. We made a quick trip to the doctors, had a breathing treatment and came home to pack up daddy for a trip to L.A. We sent daddy off bright and early the next morning and hunkered down as the "ickies" stayed for a visit. Two days later we went back for a follow-up appointment and, of course, found out Kellen had the unpleasant guest. So....breathing treatment #2. A few days later we are now over the worst and thankful for bodies that are recovering. Now just praying that mommy stays healthy. :)

By the way, I am trying to dedicate at least one post each month to journal what the boys have accomplished, so that IF one day, I get organized and put together a book for each of them, they will have an idea of "the happenings" in their life. :) We will see....

A Night Out

A few nights ago Ryan and I were able to leave the boys for a couple hours so that we could go and have a date! We are blessed to have both sets of parents in town who take turns watching the boys so that Ryan and I aren't swallowed up by life as parents! We headed off to Porters and enjoyed a fabulous meal and adult conversations. As I was sharing some thoughts that have been running through my mind, Ryan so simply yet profoundly said, "Sounds like you are not obeying the promptings of the Holy Spirit." I was caught off guard. "What?" I thought. "I know the voice of the Lord, thank you very much, and I do what He tells me to do. " :) Ok, who am I kidding! As I swallowed my pride and let his words settle in my heart, I began to see that I was discrediting myself from things God was revealing and asking of me. Random thoughts are most likely not that random after all. Now God is so gracious and the times I haven't followed through are not wasted but lessons. I am once again shocked and humbled that God would use me, even if it is just a quick phone call or text ( for those of us who have forgotten that we can actually use verbal words to express ourselves) to remind someone that we are thinking of them. So I am forever a student of Our King and learning how to quiet myself to hear HIS voice. As I say to Kellen, "Listen AND obey," I am having to do the same thing as my Father speaks to me.

Weeks are flying by! Austin is growing way too fast and is ready to be on the move. Kinda scary when he is only 5 months. :) Every time Kellen and Ryan are wrestling around on the floor, Austin is watching and wiggling in anticipation, waiting for his time to join.

A few days ago, I was busy in Kellen's room, cleaning up something, no doubt, and I heard Austin in the living room laughing hysterically. I came out wonderin

g what had given him the giggles and there was Kellen playing hide and seek with him. It was so precious to watch Kellen light up with the realization that he had Austin's full attention as Austin's eyes never left his brothers antics. It is so fun to watch their love for each other blossom. But then a day later, this wonderful relationship took a turn as Austin's screams reached my ears and I came out finding Kellen poking him in the eyes. How fun will this journey be! :)

Kellen is learning as fast as Austin is growing! There is not a car ride or conversations that does not include the words, "Why, mommy?" He will not take 'I don't know' as a legitimate answer so I spend a good part of my day coming up with reasons that will please his growing mind!

Wow! I can see how blogs can get forgotten in the shuffle of life. But I am here! I thought to make it easy on myself for today I would post some pictures.

Kellen explaining life to Austin. :)

Mini Ryan

My boys

Kellen loves to help me around the house. Takes twice as long but makes it so much better. :)

Austin is growing up too fast!

And has found his thumb.

Cousin Paige giving Kellen his first tattoo! Better watch those two! :)

Dr. Kellen "re-constructing" daddy!

Kellen helping make homework time for daddy tolerable! :)

Austin all ready to go to town!

Kellen and his good friend Violet

Out for a walk with Dee dee during Christmas!

Austin and Dee dee

Mr. Smiley

More walks

Kellen imitating daddy at work. The blocks are his computer. :)

Finding fun toys at Ethan and Caleb's.

Kellen and Papa at the beach

Kellen and his Auntie-auntie.

Next time I will make a slide-show. :) Off to clean up the house and get lunch started!

We are having a quiet evening. The boys are asleep and I am enjoying watching Ryan play an xbox game. This one is fairly entertaining and I feel as though I am watching a movie. Will the assassin (or Ryan in his alter ego) make it to his next checkpoint? Is jumping from one rooftop to another completely realistic? So instead of getting stressed out over this false reality :) I am attempting to continue my blog! I checked it today and I have 10 followers! Wow that is encouraging. Or a little intimidating. :) Thank you, your interest will cheer me on.

As most of you, I have had a heavy heart these past few days with the news from Haiti. I only watched 10 minutes of a debrief last night right before I headed to bed (not a good idea for me in the first place) and it literally made me nauseas. I went to bed hearing the peaceful sleep of Austin next to me, weeping thinking of the loss that was happening across the world. I know that there are lives being saved, too, but the frailty of humanity is hard to come to terms with when something like this happens. I could feel fear rising in me. If this happened here what would I do? How would I find my loved ones? Would I be able to withstand losing them? Because I was tempted to never let Ryan or my boys out of my sight and to start building an underground safe house for us to live in away from "the big bad world", I knew that my thoughts were not God's thoughts. So I did the best thing I knew how to do and began to cry out for Gods mercy! He IS a good God, but it doesn't mean life will be uncomplicated, easy and happy happy joy joy all the time. So as I am faced with more news from Haiti, or am confronted with more,"life is not fair" moments, I will continue to press that much harder into God's comfort and mercy. And keep my prayers for Haiti on my lips. "Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the FATHER of compassion and the GOD of all comfort…" I Cor 1:3 (Thanks Garris for this mornings message. I could almost feel our church take a deep breath of relief with the reminder of God's comfort and compassion in a time of need)

For the last few minutes of my day, I am going to go and cheer on my hubby as he conquers the world! :)